i filled the sea with dirt

There is a melting of my heart
seeping into my veins
a sacrifice of my soul
burned with smut  
into the kitchen floor

you crushed me into a million different pieces
and scattered me out like breadcrumbs
I live in a suitcase
of black and white
i'm walking on eggshells
to the end of times

it seems as though i'm on my own
time transcends
& i clutch my suitcase
it seems i speak like water
all my words spill out
in a rush and they dry up
cause i'm a dried up sea

i crack up into pieces
and spread out in the wind

you weren't gazing
you didn't have eyes
you never saw
any of the times i cried

I filled the sea with dirt
to make me feel less lonely